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indifferent so today is moms bday..ah last nite i got like 100 balloons and signs and decorations, and i decorated her room like how she does when its my bday and it was so cute ! we were supposted to go for dinner but we decied to have a suprise party for her instead and we did, and we did a good job..me and mandy have acake fight.. ..well uncle gino and aunt ria told me to put it in her face so i did...i mean she was bein a bitch all day so she was callin for it..but of course i get in trouble and everything... i swear sometimes i wonder why am i even here on the earth?..i try so hard to do stuff and i dont even get a thank you or anything..im not even appericated.. what pissed me off the most was when it was cake time and they sent me, always me to do everything.. im like everyones slave..and im sick of it..laura do this laura do that laura get me this.. ugh so anyways it was cake time and i get told to run to my house and get candles so i do..by the time i get back down they had cake and forgot bout me.. i mean gee thanks. i was like whatever i dont even care...
ash left for college today ;o( im guna miss her...and i hate us growing up ..i hate time..its flyin by soo quick i mean it seems like yesterday we were playin dolls and putting leaven is bob the mail mans truck and yelling at paul our neighbor and playin kickball, baseball,football in my back yard..and tryin to make wine out of berries..playin house, and climbin trees. and bein the bullies of our block..i miss my childhood ..i wish i had a button i could push to stop time and go back...i hate growing up...idk if i wana yet
school starts wed...again im guna be a senior..holy crap... i remember going to the high-school for my 1st time. as a freshmen on tour of the school..and now im gunna be graduating ? ugh ... time needs to slow down...
i feel lost...idk why tho....
with my love <3 Laura
